Writings: The world according to Satchel

It is estimated that Leroy “Satchel” Paige was born on July 7, 1906. The mere idea that his birthday is an estimate provides perfect evidence to the mystery that was Satchel Paige. In 1965, 60 years after Paige’s supposed birthday, he took the mound for the last time, throwing three shutout innings for the Kansas…

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Writings: When will you ever learn?

There’s my math teacher, so many years ago, noticing me make the same mistake on three straight exams: When will you ever learn? There’s my exasperated dad, showing me for tenth time how to not grind the clutch: When will you ever learn? There’s the fourth or fifth tough breakup, and the voice in my…

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Thoughts: Empty time & your heart

You have been forced to enter empty time. The desire that drove you has relinquished. There is nothing else to do now but rest And patiently learn to receive the self You have forsaken for the race of days. At first your thinking will darken And sadness take over like listless weather. The flow of…

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Every once in a while…

It actually doesn’t matter where you have been swimming, or where you’re going to, but it does better where you’re swimming right now. It is only when we identify what grows in this moment that we have the chance to live fully. Before & after – this leads to growth in our heads. Now –…

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Writings: Any way you look at it…

You have it. I have it. Most everyone you know has it. It feels almost impossible to escape it. No matter what we see or develop feelings about, it ends up coloured by our old thoughts, our old wounds, our old successes. Someone says, “Yay!” and we can’t echo the cheer, because we had a…

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Writings: Pity…not deep enough

From my friend Carmen: Compassion is a far greater and nobler thing than pity. Pity has its roots in fear and carries a sense of arrogance and condescension, sometimes even a smug feeling of “I’m glad it’s not me.” As Stephen Levine says: “When your fear touches someone’s pain it becomes pity; when your love touches…

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Writings: Musings, with Joni

I don’t know if I’ve learned anything yet! I did learn how to have a happy home, but I consider myself fortunate in that regard because I could’ve rolled right by it. Everybody has a superficial side and a deep side, but this culture doesn’t place much value on depth — we don’t have shamans or…

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